Feeling better

It's been a while.  I felt better today, not thin but slimmer, even though I know I'm really not.  I just didn't feel as fat and horrible as usual.  I tried on a pair of jeans I haven't been able to wear for ages and they actually fit, I was able to walk around and sit down without them being too tight and I can still wear my old coat I love.  So I'm feeling a little better.

ABC diet didn't last.  Disappointed in myself but sixth form has been keeping me crazy busy, even more so since I went back in January.  Probably better to try something like that when I can concentrate on it fully and when it doesn't matter if I'm tired.  Exams soon.  All I do is sleep, eat and study, study, study, constantly.  I need the grades though, and it will all be so worth it in the end.  I don't mind working hard but long hours staring at books just makes me want to EAT.  I'm trying to make a more conscious effort to eat well and not just put any crap in my body, to not keep slipping into bad habits as soon as exams start.

Love, etc x